saturdii

I have insecurities blocking me, some doubts and things that scare me in the way. I know how I feel about Joel, but I need to grow up. I should respect that he is even giving me another chance, I'm so lucky. That shows how much he truely does care about me. How should I feel about him not talking to me much because of what his friends think? It hurts because I can't see him for quite some time and it's very tough. I see all these other couples that have things so easily. I think i'll regret it in the end if I let him go but right now we shouldn't be rushing into things.